The Prophet

I was in the middle of a nasty spiritual battle, actually my first one. After asking God to use me as a vessel in the upper prayer room; He quickly responded by giving me a gift, spiritual ones. discerment, Giving, and certainly not least Prophecy. I have been on the run ever since October 4, 2007.
He put the fear of Him inside me so deeply that I did not thin k I would ever see grace and favor. On 1 Oct 2007 I put up my full trust in the Lord and turned down the Budweiser I had in my hand. The Malboro Lights went down the toliet in Nov 2006 (19). He came to me and I was on fire!
Being in the military, especially after being in Iraq, I was trained persay not to cry. The sick, lame, and lazy is how you were viewed, or how I became labeled from going to the desert, crazy, is more better. (lol)
I am a 25 year old disable veteran of the Iraq stupid war.
Today, the twelvthe day of Christmas, I took my dog for a walk and at the end of the trail were actually knights with shiny armor on. I looked around and finally enjoyed His sense of humor as I have an actually mini-sized knight (18” tall)!  a dream, a secret dream I only dreamed to see was right in front of me. With a huge smile I got back in my rental car. Oh yeah after my dad lost his job, I was “T-boned” or struck on the “RIGHT” side of my brand new car God blessed with with. I didn’t even like it so he took it away.
My point is this, thank you. Thank you whomever drew the cover with the white horse I dreamed about and saw the nextday. My tattoo (back in my wild days) of the branches of fruit with grapes. The schoffer, I’ll always call it a ram’s horn, the spirit told me to sound. (I still don’t understand that?) the fire that did not consume me when Death was at my bedside last week and in which my spirit is on for Christ again! The scroll for the solid word I’m back into as of today! To me, the River of Life the purplish-blue wave looks like. A current teaching wrapped up last week. Of course the Topic of Headline, Prophesy that is underlined.
WOW! I looked at the picture and saw I had been all of those events in the last three months of that year – 2007.
My car is still in the body shop as I made my 7th payment on it yesterday. Even though the other person at fault without insurance is suing me, I’ll be okay! I see how the world works. Its not my place to try and seek revenge but to just thank God we were all okay not even bruised as the curtain airbags fell? Everyone was with their own family for the holidays.
[I didn’t even know what a prohpet was as I was in the shade geared up next to Abraham’s birthplace. Maybe, the prophet was right? I should act my age, then and now. I was twenty-one thinking like I was in a mid-life crises. I’m 25 and am so hard on myself as I stand in and on a crossroad of my life.